Thursday, September 12, 2013

I am sure that many of you are wanting to know why I am so big on bullying. I'm not sure if many of you know but when I was younger I was bullied a lot in elementary school and in middle school. It felt so terrible. I didn't have anyone there when I was going through all of this. My family never noticed and I had to little friends to care. I never spoke out agents this group of people that would just hurt me everyday. I literally got called every name in the book. I got called fat, ugly, a large profound vocabulary these three girls had towards me. I cried every single night and no one ever asked me what was wrong. This was all seventh grade year. That following year the bullying had stopped for a short period of time because over the summer I made a few friends over the summer and I got a boyfriend and for awhile I thought I was happy. Months later, my thoughts were completely wrong. I lost a bunch of my friends because of the guy I was dating and that guy left me, so I was all alone. High School came around and I join a group called NJROTC. I made friends with people I have never even met before and some upper class men too. My social life got so much better. I did things on the weekend and people called me by my real name, not same harsh words some kids used to say to me. I really thought things were perfect this time. In December, i was so wrong. Some guy told his girlfriend I was trying to "hook up" with them. This girl was my best friend, I lost everything. Her and her friend pushed me up into walls and called me slut in the hallway. They told people lies about things I have done and just like before, no one helped me. My family noticed something was wrong and when my parents asked me all i could do was cry. So we moved out of my school district. This new school was so much worse. People called me freak because I didn't like what all of them liked, I didn't want to go to there football games and I didn't want to wear school colors. I mean why should I? They were all mean to me. I moved back hoping things would be better for me. To my surprise they were. The people that bullied me were gone and the real friends I had were there backing me up and I really was happy this time. After all of this happened I never wanted anyone to feel what I felt. I came from having no friends to being this happy person with a lot of people behind her. I hate seeing when people do evil things to others. So I want to help stop these things :)

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