Tuesday, September 17, 2013

More about what I think

Just recently I was "bullied" in a way. I woke up in the middle of the night and saw a mean message to me and the person blocked me so I couldn't see who it was. This really bugged me. Not just because what they said but because they wouldn't show me who they were. Like I said before I used to be bullied and this person, who ever they were, said things what people used to say to me. They just plain called me ugly and that was enough to make me think, wow, this used to hurt me so bad. I'm not sure if many of you know me but just today I did my Where I come From poem. I wrote my poem about how I used to deal with the pain of other peoples words. That person is no longer me and I have changed so much but what if I had not changed at all? Did this person even think about what they were sending to me before they sent it? I am guessing they didn't. Everyone has a story to tell and you never know what that story is. If you just watch what you say and think about it a little you just might make someone feel better. After this random person messaged me people were trying to make me feel better. That also has a big role in it. If you have someone to help you through with the feelings you feel then it is so much better. Just remember not everyone has that like you do.

You may not know me but I may act like nothing bugs me but deep down inside words still hurt me, not it the same way but they still do. To this day I still get called fat, weird, and ugly, but i never let that get to me the same way. Yes it makes me sad but that is their opinion of me and I could care less what they think about me.

2 comments:

  1. I'd love to hear your poem! You're so mature. Appreciate your motive.

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  2. I had that happen to me before. It is very bothersome.

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